working on it.

it's been an inauspicious start to 2009.

no details.

but when you realize you've been looking for the answers in all the wrong places, and they're not WRONG people - it's just not fair for YOU to be asking THEM for answers all the time - you need to rethink your strategy.

so here goes.

more church.
more kids and vocal work and paid work.
more time realizing that he/she/they are not me.
more quiet time.
more peace.
more family.
more inside out, less outside in.
more listening. (less talking)
more big picture (less personal)

i am not without my faults.
i want forgiveness too.
i want respect too.
i have beliefs that others may not share.
i am here to have a human life.

it's ok for him/her/them not to understand me.
i do not have to explain everything.
but i will not carry anger.
i will not carry resentment.
i will not carry guilt nor shame.
i will not carry others.

Samsara by Alexis40

i resolve to take my time.
i resolve to seek peace and serenity.
i resolve to give up the little things for the big things.
i resolve to keep the good
i resolve to work on the bad
i resolve not to delete but slowly detach.

"When you have the choice to choose being right or being kind, choose to be kind." - Wayne Dyer.

less being right. more being kind.